who knows e Real Measurement of efforts?
Well, the season of block tests are over and here comes the fruits of our short june labour...种瓜得瓜，种豆得豆...which wasn't good at all for me.
Well, i already know or roughly know my physics, maths and Chem results all of which are all very bad and I am definitely depressed about my physics and maths results. well, i suppose my poor mahs results were becaz my year 1 foundation work is pretty bad still...i think. then my physics is the one that i am most disappointed in as i really spent the most time on it and i merely just pass by a few marks, how great is that? i didn't really spent much time on chem and i think all the time spent in total was less than 5 days and so i kinda expected the bad grade for it but i failed man! first time i failed in an chem major test!
well, we often say that we have put in our efforts to do a certain thing better or have done our utmost for something. have we? well, did we really put in our best or are we unknowingly holding back something? then when w eget poor results whatever the reason, was it the real reason or is it an excuse for something else like slacking or playing too much? are we in self-denial about our grades? the worst part of self-denial is that you won't know it yourself unless you really sit down and force it out of yourself or are told by someone that you are cheating no one else but yourself.
i am often caught in some mental struggle as i often think too much and there is always the 2 extreme ends of thought fighting it out in me and usually i am lost till the very last moment before an important decision is made or still lost about it through the decision. so whenever i come to a decision or thought about about anything, i would inevitably start questioning myself if that is what i really think or merely something i think i am or should be thinking. the distinction can be very hard to tell at times.
given the possibilities of self-denial, not knowing if the voice in you is really you who can really tell what you are up to? or are you really already am sure of your path in life? wel nothing make you think again? perheps you should think about that
Well, i already know or roughly know my physics, maths and Chem results all of which are all very bad and I am definitely depressed about my physics and maths results. well, i suppose my poor mahs results were becaz my year 1 foundation work is pretty bad still...i think. then my physics is the one that i am most disappointed in as i really spent the most time on it and i merely just pass by a few marks, how great is that? i didn't really spent much time on chem and i think all the time spent in total was less than 5 days and so i kinda expected the bad grade for it but i failed man! first time i failed in an chem major test!
well, we often say that we have put in our efforts to do a certain thing better or have done our utmost for something. have we? well, did we really put in our best or are we unknowingly holding back something? then when w eget poor results whatever the reason, was it the real reason or is it an excuse for something else like slacking or playing too much? are we in self-denial about our grades? the worst part of self-denial is that you won't know it yourself unless you really sit down and force it out of yourself or are told by someone that you are cheating no one else but yourself.
i am often caught in some mental struggle as i often think too much and there is always the 2 extreme ends of thought fighting it out in me and usually i am lost till the very last moment before an important decision is made or still lost about it through the decision. so whenever i come to a decision or thought about about anything, i would inevitably start questioning myself if that is what i really think or merely something i think i am or should be thinking. the distinction can be very hard to tell at times.
given the possibilities of self-denial, not knowing if the voice in you is really you who can really tell what you are up to? or are you really already am sure of your path in life? wel nothing make you think again? perheps you should think about that
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